well im alright now.

perhaps still not perfectly alright ba.

i really would rather dont wana noe anything.

truth is really rather hurting.

y did you ask me?

if you did not ask me.

i dont know anything.

if i dont know anything.

i wont feel hurt.

now i noe the truth le.

i really feel so "bu gan yuan".

hais.

perhaps way boy says is right.

since they dont treat me as friend anymore.

its not worth it to be sad.

if one of them still treat me as friend.

the one will try their best to keep the friendship.

seems like no one is doing anything abt it.

which mean that i already meant NOTHING to them.

it sounds like they're still happily together without me.

i think its really time for me to let go le ba.

for the past 5mths how i hope things will get better.

but no.

am i suppose to hate the one who let me noe the truth?

or to be happy tat finally i noe the truth already?

i wonder...

boy.

im sorry tat im not a perfect girlfriend.

i noe i do take things for granted at times.

but... ...